I’m sure that some of my friends know it or notice, but yeah, I’m suffering form both social anxiety disorder and low self-esteem. I been trying to improve and it has got better over the years, but I still suffer from these mental problems and it’s hard to admit it, because I’m trying to brush it away, but sometimes it really strikes.





scott clearly just enjoys provoking our pain



"I think I should tease those girls some more"

scott allie must be stopped

scott allie vs those bprd girls 2k14

No, let him throw at me more things. Not bones though.


True to previous form, Scott Allie surprised us while wandering around Artist Alley, actually right in front of Jason Latour’s booth. We were getting up the guts to go talk to Jason when Scott noticed us and waved hi. He came over for a super friendly chat with all of us. He was initially confused by Pancake’s costume, until he saw Wurm and got super excited!!! We all took a group photo, which he immediately texted to the Fiumara twins (!!!!!!!!!!!!!). He hung around to chat with us for a while, despite clearly being on the job. Pancake made sure he didn’t leave without a new salamander friend, which he proceeded to wear for the rest of the day.

He still had it with him later in the day at the hilarious panel with Art Baltazar and Franco. The salamander made an excellent prop for poking at the microphone and waving goodbye to us at the end of a wonderful day.



"I’m gonna go to bed early!"

The Editor-in-Chief of Dark Horse Comics tweets me, Miz, and Pancake directly for no reason but to make fun of us

"What is bed"

He had a panel that made him think of us, and without any prompting he tweeted it to us because he knew it would cause us distress

He’s the best

He’s the best of aaaall tadadaaaa da dai daaaa daaaaaaaa.

My art director at studio was such an ass. He was almost in daily basis saying to me and my colleagues that we don’t know how to do anything the way he envisions. Which was ridiculous, knowing that we were constantly in deadlines and we were working 8h a day 7 days a week. He wrote criticism that were stretching in a length of essay with big red capital letters. And pleasing Moscow bosses were sometimes even worse, because the way they responded made me feel worthless.
So I get surprised that someone worries that I will get offended by very helpful feedback’s and critique, that actually can improve the art or for the future notice.

You know what tumblr app needs… ask and fanmail notification something thingy! Because I need to go through one thing to other to see if I even have any ask or fanmail.

I tried to watch Doctor Who the new season and… I can’t connect to the series entirely, because I end up all ?!?!?! sometimes, even knowing: history, characters, rules, etc. I really like some of the ideas that I have seen, but I can’t connect.

I hope everyone joins me in saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Mike Mignola!


May your birthday be fun and full of cake


Walking in the middle of the street, listening to the music and laughing.

Attaching some songs with characters.

Tag game: Characters who share the same personality type as you.

Tagged by: conquerorwurm

Tagging: reverse-mermaid, sally-shears, starforgedsteel, degenezijde, fdassassin

If you don’t know your personality type, take the test here.

Rules: Find out what characters share the same personality type as you here and list the characters that you find relevant below. Then tag friends and let them know you tagged them!

My type: ENTJ (Field Marshal)

(ENTJs, like most NJs, enjoy making plans and carrying them out. They make really good leaders, but have trouble not being objective and accounting for emotions. They are fact-driven and good at highlighting inefficiencies.)

Damn, I keep compering myself with more skilled artists. I should stop binge-viewing art for today.

Clapping my hands like a seal, when I’m excited and anxious at the same time!


little things that actually make a difference to general life happiness:
•drinking lots of water
•eating fresh fruit
•thinking positively about yourself and others
•washing your face twice a day
•changing your sheets once a week
•hot baths with Epsom salts
•face masks using from things in your house
•sleeping more than 7 hours per night
•reorganizing your clothes, makeup, possessions etc
•keeping your living space clean

Go outside, even if there is no wifi.

Can someone do this lineart for me?